Saturday, July 18, 2009

Strange, Sad turn of events...

Refer to previous post about my last two days with Miss Kaitlyn... I don't feel like doing much re-capping.

So here we are just a short 22 hours later and by some convoluted turn of events Kaitlyn is no longer my friend. =( Nothing like that to make you feel like shit huh? She told me that we are too different, that she has never had to work so hard at a friendship before and that our friendship isn't one that is built to last. Huh... again nothing like someone telling you that you don't matter enough to look passed your differences and some misunderstandings, right? Basically... I suck at life and am not worthy of friendship. Swell- it's lovely to be me. Sucks, because I still have the balloons and card that I bought for her birthday.

All that this really means for you is that there wont be any pictures from my last two days of concerts. =( I'm sorry.

10 comments:

levisGurl said...

Sister I am sorry u feel that way, But u are one of the best people I know. An extra bonus for me is that u are my sis!! woo hoo.. U give 110% in every relationship with everyone. And if some is incapable of doin the same then they really are not worth bein in your life.. U have really stepped up to the plate with helpin me with nathan as much as u do. I owe u big it means more to me then u know! I hope u have sweet dreams, holla in the am. love ya!~

jenn said...

i only know you from blogger world and i think you are great!

you are honest and upfront with what you are feeling and that's what friends do!!

JUST REMEMBER YOU GET TO SEE YOUR HUBBY SOON :)

lola said...

I'm so sorry hun. I've had two friendships that I had to move on from, so do realize that with time it will be for the best!

Jacylann Nix said...

im sorry this happened! keep your head up! you rock :D

Crazy Shenanigans said...

I think your fabulous! And your husband is coming home soon!!!!!

JG said...

It stinks to go through that, but in the end, I'd rather not have those people in my life than have them there and know I can't trust them. I'm sorry, cause I know it's awful and crappy.

Erin said...

I'm so sorry that this happened... It seems to be a rough time for friends and military wives... I too had a similar thing happen. But you don't need people like that in your life right now. I know it sucks, but at least you know who she is now and can move on to better friends.

Mrs. G.I Joe said...

I'm so sorry Samantha! I think you're just adorable and very kind and sweet...Always there to cheer someone up even though you are havng hard times with stress and everything else, you manage to pick yourself up and dust yourself off...Your amazing! I guess if she wasn't willing to put the effort into your friendship then you didn't need that friendship anyhow...I'm not much into fair weather friends...Chin up girl! You still have me and all of us blogger girls that just love you and your blog!

Anonymous said...

Never doubt yourself. Some people are so insecure and intimidated by intelligence and sincerity that they can't respond. In this case the challenge of intelligent and loving care was more than she could understand. Aim Higher my girl, don't settle for less than you deserve - ever!!!

Lauren B. said...

um, well that sucks! i don't understand how people just decide not to be friends? drifting away from someone is way different than just quitting the friendship. i'm really sorry though, it always hurts to lose someone you are close to.